Italy has been calling my name for years, yet I’ve been resisting the call. Movies first called me, especially my favorites: Bread & Tulips (Venice), Under the Tuscan Sun, A Room with a View, Beseiged, The Son’s Room, and The English Patient. Then it was the books: Eat, Pray, Love and The House at the Edge of Night. Yet, with all the enticements, I still resisted. The time never seemed right.
My husband traveled to Italy with his then-girlfriend, Kerri, in 1984. They married in 1985, after she’d been diagnosed with breast cancer; the disease led to her early death in January of 1987. I met Mike in the fall of 1987. A portion of our early relationship consisted of me listening to him reminiscence and grieve over the loss of his wife. She seemed saintly to me, and part of the reason I fell in love with him was because of how he expressed his feelings. I hadn’t met many men who talked of their emotions, and so I was entranced by his sharing.
However, the more I listened, the more insecure I became. How could I compete with a saint? I certainly was not a saint; I had never been one and was unlikely to ever become one. Though we married in 1988, our relationship was fraught with grieving on both sides, me grieving over the dissolution of my first marriage in divorce, and him grieving over Kerri. Our first few years of marriage were a struggle as we tried to come to terms with our losses while at the same time beginning a new life together.
When it came time to plan our first trip to Europe in 1999, I decidedly was not ready to go to Italy. We went to England. Neither was I ready to go in 2003 or 2006, when we went to France. Then came our separation from 2007-2014. During that time, I traveled to Egypt, Singapore, Thailand, South Korea, China, Turkey, Cambodia, Vietnam, Japan, India, Oman, Jordan, Nepal, Ethiopia, and Greece. Then we reconciled in 2014, just before I went to China to teach; while there, Mike came to visit me, and I traveled all over China and to Myanmar. We’ve traveled many places since we reunited. Yet, here we are 30+ years after our marriage, and we still haven’t gone to Italy, together or separately.
Now, I’m finally ready to go. My husband’s first trip seems like a lifetime ago. I’m no longer threatened by his first marriage, or his first trip to Italy. If we survived our separation, we can survive his memories of Italy, which he’s sure to have. I no longer feel threatened by them.
Lately, I’ve been growing weary of long plane flights across the Atlantic to go to one destination. It’s expensive and, in recent years, a hassle, as flights are often delayed, connections missed, and luggage lost. As Mike is still working, he can’t take time off for extended holidays. So I’ve decided this time to combine two destinations, Morocco (where I’ll go on a G Adventures tour with my friend Susan) and Italy (where Mike will join me).
Hill town of Tuscany from Mike’s 1984 trip
I’m enticed by Italian art and architecture, from the ancient to the classical, the ecclesiastical architecture and mosaics of the Byzantine period. The Renaissance entices, with Botticelli, Leonardo da Vinci and Michelangelo. There is the Duomo in Florence, the Piazza dei Miracoli in Pisa, the Colosseum in Rome.
Florence from Mike’s 1984 trip
Over the years, I’ve seen and been inspired by art from the Renaissance. In early March, I encountered Giorgione’s La Vecchia (The Old Woman), in the Cincinnati Art Museum. “Although he had a short career and created relatively few works, Giorgione is regarded as the founder of the Venetian Renaissance for his innovative approach to landscape and portrait painting in the years around 1500,” according to the museum’s website.
Giorgione’s La Vecchia (The Old Woman) at the Cincinnati Art Museum
The landscapes of Tuscany are especially enticing. I’ve observed two dimensional views for years, in paintings and in photographs, but I can’t wait to immerse myself in the beauty of undulating hills with sun-kissed cypress trees and vineyards surrounding medieval and Renaissance villages. I have seen countless pictures on Instagram, always a source of inspiration.
Italian food is easily found on nearly every street corner in the U.S., but I’m sure it’s not as good as the original, which uses fresh seasonal ingredients. I’m enticed by the idea of sitting outdoors at a long table under an arbor, drinking wine, laughing and enjoying the experience of Italian meals. Breakfasts of caffè, cornetto brushed with orange-rind glaze and filled with cioccolato (chocolate), crostata (breakfast tarts), and doughnuts. Lunches of risotto balls, focaccia, panini and tramezzini. Antipasti of buffalo mozzarella, fried olives, and prosciutto e melone. Primo (first course) of pasta, gnocchi, risotto, polenta, and the Tuscan favorite of pappardelle alle cinghiale (ribbon pasta with wild boar sauce). Secondo (Second course) of steaks, Roman artichokes stuffed with mint and garlic, to chicken casseroles with salsify. Finally, Frutti e dolci (Fruit and dessert): formaggi (cheeses) and dolci (sweets), biscotti dipped in wine, pear and ricotta cake. And of course there are the wines: Chianti, pino grigio, pino nero, merlot, and chardonnay. Sparkling wines such as prosecco, Chianti Classico and Sangiovese in Tuscany, and Italian varietals such as Brunellos and Vermentino.
Of course, I want to see the iconic sights: The Colosseum and the Roman forum, Palatino, the Capitoline Museums, the Pantheon, St. Peter’s Basilica, Vatican Museums, The Spanish Steps and the Trevi Fountain in Rome.
I want to see the five historic picturesque fishing villages and cliff-terraces of the Cinque Terre, towns like Riomaggiore and Vernazza on the Ligurian coastline.
I want to experience Italy’s dolce vita in Florence and Tuscany. In Florence: the Duomo, the Uffizi, Campanile, and the various basilicas and plazas. In Tuscany: the Leaning Tower of Pisa; the Renaissance streets of Lucca; the Gothic treasures of Siena, as well as the head of St. Catherine at Basilica San Dominico; the vineyards of Chianti; the 14 towers of San Gimignano; the picturesque valley of Val d’Orcia; and the medieval town of Montepulciano. I hope to take a bicycle ride through the picturesque landscapes.
Finally, I anticipate the olive groves, vineyards, and wheat fields scattered with wildflowers and punctuated with cypress trees and castle-topped medieval towns of Umbria.
I look forward to escaping the hum-drum existence of our lives, to experience something exotic and far removed.
I always hope to be awakened spiritually inside the glorious Catholic churches which are the centerpieces of Italian towns and cities.
Here’s another inspirational video: A tale of Tuscan romance on location by Anthropologie:
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